The day i hope

I hope i can smile again..forget him,and continue my life =)

'' I MEAN THE REAL SMILE''

LAST WORD FOR HIM..

I LOVE U...

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING

Tears....

Semalam...

buat kali entah ke berapa akhirnya titisan ini jatuh...

entah ke berapa kali hati ni kecewa sedalam2nya...

ingin gembira..tetapi ada sesuatu menghalang..

kecewakah?

sdh lama tak rasainya...

mungkin ini balasan..

balasan pernah mengecewakan..

tidak mengapa...

jika ini takdirnya,terima..

tapi...

terlalu singkat rasanya...

terasa benar diri ini dipermainkan..

biarpun pelbagai alasan..

katanya demi kebaikan..

apa...ingat diri ini tidak sedihkah..

penyesalan menerimanya dahulu semakin dalam..

dan luka kali ketiga ini makin sukar untuk sembuh..

dan ...titisan ini semakin menitis...

jika ini kesilapanku..

kenangan itu harus dihapuskan..

kebencian terpaksa dipupuk..

supaya perasaan itu terpadam secepat mungkin..

Namun..

yg pasti luka ini ...

sukar utk disembuhkan lagi.

That is Life!

Salam semua~~~~~ :D




Woooohhhooooooo!Eh,nape gelak dulu nie.Okey2,erm..testing2...(dgn nada perlahan)Exam dah habis...jOm cepat2 kita(sy bukan awk) cabut dari maktab nihh!!Nape kna cakap perlahan?sbbbb....(nada perlahan lagi)19 haribulan tu baru cuti..kekekee.Takpe,,sekali sekala(bkn selalu ke)hahaha.tak2...jgn caye sgttt..huhuhu.


Penat sgt nk mengemas tuk balik nie...kan rumate?(berpaling)........(katil rumate kosong)Lupaa,dia dah balikk..hehehe..Tak sabar rasa nk balik nie,hehee..Jumpa ibu,adikkk n yg penting dapat mkn TOMYAM.hehee....tomyam yg sgt sedappp...huuuu... :D




Hepy2,jgn tak hepy tol takk.Ni sy nk bagi tips sape2 nk balik kampung sempena cuti sem..hehe




1. senyumkan muka jumpa mk(jgn masam biarpun letih dlm bas)


2.Mulut pastikan tidak berbau(sbb dlm bas,korang tidur,mesti terkeluar.....)


3. Badan pom pastikan tidak berbau,dgn pakai minyak wangi(spy mak bangga ngn kita)anak dia jaga kebersihan badan :P


Cukupp jela 3.Kang bagi bnyk kan,korang dlm hati(ish3)apa yg dia mengarut ni?Hahaha..x kisah la.blog sy...hehe :P.(penyedaran tuan aka sy blog,anda punya follower x ramai)so,ko bebas nk buat apa.




Akhir sekali (cam buat kesimpulan karangan lak),sy nk ucap mnta maaf bnyk2 kat kwn2 sy kat maktab nie selama semester 3 kita bergabung,bekerjasama dalam 1 keluarga terutama rakan2 sekelas ek..Maaf jgn tak maaf!Kalu tak,sy pom tak maafkan anda!(Ugut)Gurauan shj kalian semuaa..jgn ambil hati..Acecece :)..Ckuplah mengarut setakat ini.Kena releks2 dulu sebelum tggu waktu bertolak(maknanya fb la)hehe.Hepy Holiday My frendzzz and alsO my tuuut~~~n Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha..Love u alll :)

   


Cuti cuti cuti~~wiiiii :D

Out Out Out (part 2)

''Maka,dengan rasminya,saya dengan rasa gembira dan langsung tak terharu(mgkin ada sedikit)menutup majlis outing semester 3 persediaan ijazah sarjana muda perguruan bertempat di Sunway."


Kenyataan di atas itu menunjukkan betapa mengarutnya daku memberi ucapan di dalam blog..hahaha.


^____________________________________________^(ciplak emosi dari hana)


Hari nie,hehehehe..outing yg terakhir...yg berakhir pada episod 2..hohoho.Cuma kali ini berlainan sedikit(mgkin bnyk?)sbb ada.....ehem2...ehem..ehem..(cba membaiki batuk di tekak)Hehehe...sbb ada tuuuut~~.(malu2 taik kucing sekali lagi)hehehe.Nasib baik 'dia' tak baca blog sy ini,kalu tak..tak taula nk sorok muka kat ne.huhu.


Bahagia dlm diri ini mmg tak terkira,senyuman dlm diri ini mmg tak lekang,hehehe.Alolololo (ayat iwa)


Pepom,mmg gembira hari nie....terima kasih kepada tuuut n kawan2 semuaaa...besttt outing kali ini(padahal sy tak beli apa2 pun,topup adala)kui3.


^,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,^(ciplak sekali lagi)hehe

Out out out (part 1)

Me :Kepenatan..kepenatan..kepenatan...adduiii,penat.

blogku :Nape penat?

Me  : baru lepas outing~~(dlm keadaan gembira)

blogku : Pi date ka?

Me  : (malu2) yeppp...(nada perlahan lak tu)

blogku : (Selamba) Ooooo,pi date ngn sape?

Me  : Ngan..ngan..ngan...(gagap+malu2 taik kucing(bkn taik kucing btol))

blogku : ............ (menunjukkan diamnya itu sebagai rajuk aka merajuk)

Me  : Jgn mcm itu blogku cayam,me with Iwa,Hana,Wani and as usual,we dating today...(saje nk wat saspen dgn muka ala2 malu but pilu)

blogku :  Really??(tiba2 ayat bi terkeluar)

Me  :Yesss!!!So tired..i want to rest,btw i want to story mory first...hehe,with u. :)(layan bi gakla,+romantisi sikit..kui3)

blogku :  huhuhuhu...tq2 (ToT) 

~~~~~~~~~~~Moshi Moshi Daisuki~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sememangnya keletihan,outing+tak cukup tdo..mmg buat rasa ngantuk..Tapi selepas dapat apa yg diinginkan(iaitu komik)hehehe,terus muka jadi ceria,Hehe.Biasala,emosi kita nikan bertukar dari 1 sudut ke satu sudut yang err?camne ekk?Dah belajar subjek Kke(kecerdasan emosi)sem ni,tapi lupa lak...huhu.Takpala.Hari nie baru lepas outing pi Jusco aka JJ(panggilan timangan)Mmgg besttt sbb...nie outing kitaorg yg terakhir sbagai penutupan sem 3 sekian kalinya utk tahun ni.Uhuhuhuk..Eh?Stop.Nape sedih lak?Hari nie episod 1 la.Maksudnya,episod 2.......outing akn berlanjutan esok.Muaaahahahaha!!!

Titttt......................(masa taip telah tamat.time tdo,Zzzzz)

*Masa itu telah diberi oleh 'blog'melihat 'tuannya'menaip dlm keadaan mata luyu

Raining by F.T Island

Try listen to this sOng....Raining.


The song ....(Japan)


kimi ga ita keshiki wa nukumori to yasuragi irodori
hajimete shitta koi no kaori ga shita
mabushii hizashi abite nani mo osorezu ni ita keredo
sono akarusa wa kage wo mienakushita

boku wa donna tsuyosa de kimi no te wo
nigirishimeta nara
hoka no dareka wo sonzai nante
nakushite shimaeta no kana

yamanai ame ni nurenai you ni
kata wo yoseatta kaerimichi
kimi ga kieta are kara boku ni
ima mo furitsuzukeru ame

nagareiku jikan wa michi de yuku
kimi e no omoi to
hajimete shitta koi no kaori ga shita

moshimo kokoro no oku fukaku made
aruite iketara
kata wo furuwasete hitorikiri no
sugao ni deaeta no kana

yamanai ame ga moshi boku no
ayamachi wo arai nagasu nara
kimi ni todoku kotoba sagasu yo
ima mo furitsuzukeru ame

mabuta no oku ni ukabu omokage
namida no ato sono subete
wasuretakunai wasurerarenai
itami wa konomama de

yamanai ame ni nurenai you ni
kata wo yoseatta kaerimichi
kimi ga kieta are kara boku ni
ima mo furitsuzukeru ame



F.T.Island - Raining Lyrics [English]
Lirik Raining [English translation]

You coloured the landscape with warmth and tranquility
And for the first time, I knew the scent of love
Bathed in radiant sunlight, nothing could make me fear
But that brightness made shadows invisible

If I tightly held your hand
With what kind of strength
Things like those other people
Might have been gone for good

Like not getting wet in the unending rain
Shoulder pressed to the way home
From that place you disappeared
Even now, the rain keeps falling on me

As time flows by
My feelings are on the road towards you
With the scent of first love

If I could walk towards
The deepest part of your heart
With shaking shoulders, I wonder,
If we could just meet honestly

If the unending rain could
Roughly wash away my mistakes
I'd search for the words to reach you
But even now, the rain keeps falling

I can see your face floating behind my eyelids
After the tears, everything about you
I don't want to forget, I can't forget
Grief is just like this

Like not getting wet in the unending rain
Shoulder pressed to the way home
From that place you disappeared
Even now, the rain keeps falling on me


F.T.Island - Raining Lyrics [Japan / kanji]
Lirik Raining [Japan / Kanji version]

君がいた景色は 温もりと安らぎ彩り
初めて知った恋の香りがした
眩しい日差し浴びて 何も恐れずにいたけれど
その明るさは 影を見えなくした

僕はどんな強さで 君の手を
握り締めたなら
他の誰かの存在なんて
なくしてしまえたのかな

止まない雨に 濡れないように
肩を寄せ合った帰り道
君が消えたあれから　僕に
今も降り続ける雨

流れいく時間は道で行く
君への思いと
初めて知った恋の香りがした

もしも心の奥深くまで
歩いていけたら
肩を震わせて一人きりの
素顔に出会えたのかな

止まない雨がもし僕の
過ちを荒い流すなら
君に届く言葉捜すよ
今も降り続ける雨

瞼の奥に浮かぶ面影
涙の後そのすべて
忘れたくない　忘れられない
痛みはこのままで

止まない雨に 濡れないように
肩を寄せ合った帰り道
君が消えたあれから　僕に
今も降り続ける雨



p/s :I like to hear this song but with lyrics of course :D.

One paper to go!!!

Assalamualaikum~~~~

Hari ni disebabkan kebosanan yang amatlah bosan dan tak tau nak wat apa,sO munculah 'kekuatan'untuk menaip dalam blog.Hahaha..(ada ke patut).Mood nak study pom masih takde(suka study last minute)hehehe.Yepp,semamangnya tinggal satu ag paper,n pahtu pahtu pahtu....BALIK!Waaa,memang giler3 rindu kat family...sudah lama tak jumpa mereka...huhu.Plus,adik akan pergi ke politeknik bulan ini,maka +++++ rasa sunyi sbb da takde teman nk bergurau lepas ni.Huhuhu,sob sob sob. :c.Hopefully,dapat bergurau banyak senda2 sebelum dia berangkat ke sana..Will miss yOu my dearest sister,(now i already miss u) :).

Tak lama lagi,sem 3 akan berakhir dan tamat pada 15 aribulan(sbb tu waktu balik) ..hehee.Erhm,da banyak daa suka duka selama berada dlm semester persediaan...mmg cepat masa berlalu.Malah rasa mcm baru je lepas orientasi,hahaha(hari orientasi yg malang).Huhuhuk,sudah banyak kenangan manis,duka,masam,bersama rakan2 kat Ipg aka maktab dan nih akan terus berterusan pada sem 1 tahun depan..cepat betul masa kan?Walaupun belajar kat maktab 5 tahun setengah(Wooooo),tapi masa tu akan terus berjalan dan berjalan...tup tap tup tap...bersambung....kekeke. :party

Haduiii!Bosan sangat2 nih...nampaknya baik lakukan blog walking jela.Ada gak faedahnye(ada ke?)Sesetengah blog ada banyak gak maklumat yg kita nk tahu( tak macam blog sy ni)huhuhu.Tapi,serius,rasa lebih suka luah perasaan dlm blog,.hehehe.Biarlah,blog kita2 kan.kekekeke.Apa kena la  sy ni asyik gelak semacam.Ish3.. ;)

The enjoy time ever

Hi hi hi~~~ :D

Hehehehe.....hehehehe...n hehehehe..again.

Why i laugh? Hehehe..it is because yesterday,i already buy manga!!!!Wawawaw,sO happyyy!I think i have read 2,3,4,5..or maybe 10 times??Hahaha..it is really good story as i expected :D.The manga that i buy is the post before 'Kelembutan cinta berdua by Satsuki Mikiko'..really excited when i found it!!

Although it is a a bit shy when i in choosing comics..huhu.How dare my tutt laugh at me when i buy this!Huhu..grrr..bush bush at him.Well,yeahh..he already know i addict with this.hehe.At first,i want to buy two,but when thinking the price,whoa!Can't can't..just buy one.Cheap is better.. :).

Having a good time with my tuutt n my friends.Thanks to my tuutt also.I really enjoy it..thanks yOu for come because of me.Thanks.N also my friends,thanks for supportingg... :)

Kelembutan Cinta Berdua by Satsuki Mikiko

 

I want to buy thisss!!! xD.Just found in this website.It looks interesting to read(hopefully)hehehe and the title also, so sweeettt 

The synopsis is that :

After 16 years of living, Nami who had never spent a lot of time thinking about love was finally in love. Therefore, everything seemed confusing for this first-timer...

p/s :Really really hope i found this

Lazyness always in this bone??

What a 'weird' title up there..It is just pop up in my mind so i just type.Do you like it???Do you like it??hehehe(wht a crazy of me)

Well,yeahh..because today no exam,i want to bla bla as fast as low as middle as i can in my blog.Hehehe

Just now,i get an info tht allowance comes out today.Waaa,so exited!!But,when i'm thinking that i have to buy something....

-replace Hana's pendrive(sorry hana)I just lost it.huhu

-buy ticket to go home(yeaaaayyy)

- comics that i want to buy :D

-Broadband bill(that's later la)

The 'focus' i want to buy are comics and pendrive.Hopefully,i can found what i want in the shopping place..huuu...Now,i can smile bridelyy like the bride smile when her wedding!!!Yoooohoooo

Ok,now let's we look the title.Lazy huh?Yeah.i'm lazy.Lazy to do make over another blog of mine.Huh.REALLY REALLY LAZY.Once upon a time,my lecturer want us to do blog studio(i don't want it)Noooo!We have to put our logo there,in it.What??I think my logo look like...err?half beautiful (hehe).That blog studio already exists,but i dont make any post yet.Well,still thinking right nOw..should i?Ohh,please click here (if u want to see another blog of mine).huhu.ok,stop here.

 

Rest Time lol

Hohoho..time to rest my head after 2 days exam..YES2!!(Don't be jealous)kekeke :D.It is still a week until the 3rd paper come..ah,the paper of art,huhu.
Will be so bored in this week..no outing,no comics,no shopping..wah~~~ 

My fever also come back after a first day exam.What??The night before today,my head was quite urghh~~so painful .. :'(,n the reading have to cancell..i have to go sleep early..(TOT)


But,good thing is my head didn't make any trouble when the exam day.If that,i will be fainted and no focus.. :(

Still,it is raining day of exam.(I remember last 'sem' also rain)It is really cold and i felt like  our country also have A cOld Day.hehe..good thing right?We can feel it same with other country.The different,no snow..haha. 


Have to stop my bla bla now...Want to watch korean drama 'Sassy Girl',hehehe